Thoughts

Don't know why.. but I don't feel the joy in my degree. Whether my study, friends and anything i do.. I don't feel its fun at all. But I had promised my father that I would finish my degree by hook or by crook. 

So yeah.

2023,

A different me.

A very different me, indeed.

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Selingan.

Pemikiran berlebih-lebihan datang (overthinking).

Orang nampak aku normal. Orang tak nampak aku sakit sebab insan yang lebih terlihat tersakiti itu adalah ateh. I live my life with normal life. I dont do anything weird.

So, begitulah.

Dalaman aku, no one knows.

Nobody's gonna know.

No one's gonna know.

Haha.

Nasihat ibu cuma — jaga pemikiran. jangan terlalu melayani perasaan. :)

Olrite, mom! <3

I will do anything as long as i look normal in your eyes.

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So, Aisyah.

Put your upmost dependency only for الله.

He knows what's in your heart.

He hears you.

He feels you.

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O الله,

Pls retreat my heart.

I need You.

Only You.